Monday, March 10, 2008

Our Words from Today

Today we celebrate the life of our sweet sweet baby Noah. Noah was here with us only for a short time but in that time we have known so much love and he has touched so many hearts.
Noah, today we bring you 28 white roses in remembrance of the 28 beautiful days you gave us. We love you Baby.


Holding You Close

Holding you close for your first breath
So thankful to hear your first squawk
Overjoyed you have come to meet us
Twelve fingers, twelve toes
So much of you to love
Mama’s curls and Daddy’s blue eyes
Wrap you up tight
But leave your arms out the way you like it

Holding you close in a cuddle
Taking our miracle home
More proud then two parents could be
Kissing your sweet smiles
The sparkle in your eyes fills our hearts
You’ve brought us so much love
Wrap you up tight
But leave your arms out the way you like it

Holding you close for your last breath
My tears washing your brown hair
Kissing you softly over and over
Singing one last lullaby
Holding your hands until you let go
Time to say good, ‘till we see you again
Wrap you up tight
But leave your arms out the way you like it

Poem by Melissa Neufeld

From Mama & Daddy
(Melissa)
Noah has truly been our gift from God and we are honored that we were chosen to be his parents. We often use “bundle of joy” to describe a baby and that is exactly what Noah was to us. He was JOY wrapped up tight in a soft blanket. We shared so many wonderful moments with our son and have made beautiful memories which will fill our hearts forever. Some of our favorite times were spent singing him lullaby’s, rocking him softly, kissing his head, smelling his hair, seeing him turn to the sound of our voices, looking into his eyes as he stared back up at us, and cuddling him close all night long every night of his life.
(Jonathan)
We now have a fuller understanding of the phrase "bitter sweet." Sweet because we know that Noah is with our heavenly Father, bitter because we miss him so much and wish we could still hold him. We can't begin to describe what Noah's life has meant to us or the heartache we feel at the loss of our baby boy.
(Melissa)
Though Noah was here only a short time he has touched so many hearts. His only words were coo's and squawk's but his life has spoken volumes. Even before we heard his first cry we knew God had performed a miracle. God's miracles didn't stop with Noah's first breath, they continued as he exceeded medical odds, surpassed statistics, and enjoyed four weeks of complete health.
(Jonathan)
After Noah was diagnosed with Trisomy 13 our hopes for our baby changed. We hoped we would be able to meet him before he went to heaven, we hoped he wouldn't need to be hooked up to oxygen or feeding tubes, and we hoped most of all that he wouldn't know sickness, pain, or suffering when it was time for God to take him home. All of these hopes we prayed and all of our prayers were answered.

Each night we prayed for one more day with Noah and God answered our prayers for four amazing weeks. Though we did not know it at the time Thursday was Noah’s last day with us. Letting go was the most difficult thing we have ever had to do but we knew God was calling him home to heaven. We are very thankful for the gift of Noah's Life. We love him so much and miss him so deeply. We will cherish him in our hearts forever and look forward to one day being with him in heaven, though we would always have asked for one more day.


Today we had a celebration in remembrance of Noah and the 28 beautiful days we spent together. I just wanted to post our words from today for those who were not able to attend or for anyone who would like to read them again. His celebration also consisted of 2 slide shows and four beautiful songs as well as a prayer from Grandpa Rob and message from pastor Frank. Thank you so much to everyone who celebrated with us and to all those who continue to share in our sadness. Special thanks to everyone who participated today whether in the ceremony or with preparations. Big thanks to everyone who have made donations in honor and memory of Noah's life. And most of all thanks to everyone for your prayers and support. It has been special for us to read through your cards and admire the flowers that have been sent... they remind us you are keeping us in your thoughts.

8 comments:

Lindsay said...

I sent out a few extra prayers for your family this afternoon. Thinking of you lots today. Melissa, you are a talented writer and you express yourself beautifully. I am praying for you all.

Sabrina said...

Melissa,
what a beautiful celebration of Noah's life. I truly wish I could have been there, or could have met him, but I am so happy to think that he is meeting God.

The poem you wrote is amazing, and so are yours and Jon's words. Thank you so much for sharing them. praying for you always, thinking of you always, crying with you always,

xox

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you today. Thank you for sharing your journey with so many, God Bless you all.
Blessings

Patyrish said...

I thought of your family and precious Noah all day yesterday. My heart ached for your loss. The words spoken were beautiful and brought many tears to my eyes.

You are incredibly blessed by God as he did give you those amazing 28 days of health. I smile knowing that Noah never had to have tubes shoved into his little body. He was at peace all beautiful 28 days.

Soar high little Noah. You will not be forgotten.

The Caldwells
Allen, Trish and Little Makily

Jenn Stevenson said...

Melissa,
Your poem was beautiful. It sounds like a beautiful tribute to your little bundle of joy, you're in my thoughts.
Love Jenn

Anonymous said...

Love you guys and thinking about you. What a beautiful celebration of Noah's life! He will always hold a special place in our hearts and memories.

mom Hanson

kelly ens said...

thank you for sharing your words from yesterday.
We continue praying for you in this bittersweet time.

Anonymous said...

Your words, esp your poem, Melissa, are so, so, so beautiful. I hope that someday you add what you wrote for Noah to the NILMDTS website, where other parents can read it.

Missing Noah,

Jane